i am here. i am awake. i let go of people who are not truth tellers and supporters of love and grace in my life. i release you. you must rise up. wise words from a friend of mine named Sam a couple years back,”some people are not worthy of our friendship. we all need to rise up to each other.”

rise up. stay awake. love. release.

  I had an amazing 44th birthday celebration at the ocean this weekend. The sunset and the waves went all out! My friend Patrick Bremser of http://www.patrickbremserphotography.smugmug.com took some great photos of me and I didn’t even know it. He came down with Jana, his wife and my beautiful friend as well, to see the sunset with us and celebrate.  I thought he was just getting great shots of the waves and lit up clouds. Later that night he sent me these beautiful photos. It was an impromptu photo session. I am full of gratitude. He captured the energy that I was feeling that night. Pure joy, fun, and letting go. Keep smiling and loving each other everyday.
  
  
  
  
  

i had beautiful dreams last night. i was loved, supported and seen. i feel like this in the trees. they love and see me just as i am. that was the beauty of my dream, someone held space for me. the trees do this, and accept my tears and smiles and any sorrow i have.

i live today and raise my children very differently than i was raised. and i hold space for them, love them with every emotion and feeling. this is why i am out loving the woods or the ocean so much, because they hold space for me. ❤️🌲🌲🍂🌿🌊 #alwayssearchingfornewtruths #itsaboutthejourney #loveeveryday #love #radicalselflove